i will eat the prettiest flowers
and drink only rose water
i will snack on dandelions
and count the calories

xoxo

welcome to the family

i have been craving you laduree

remember the first day of junior college? you and i were the only ones walking alone esp when i enrolled in late and everyone judged me for having a driver and wearing chanel flats. on the second day, we glanced at each other and started walking side by side. we didnt speak the entire day but we both knew that we were IJ girls. when we cut morning class to chill at our fav cafe on the second floor. and your weird cheese and sugar bread which I HATE. when u always tell me not to cry over ****, or when we bitch about weirdies. how we never pay attention in class AT ALL but still teachers pet. when we had cheer practice with monica. and how we always imitate they way she talks on the phone after class "DIMANAAAAAAA DONG". when we wanted a crucifix tattoo so bad but couldnt because our papas would kill us. when were crazy about trespassers william and a fine frenzy and would sing it superr loud in the halls. when i left for usa 4 months after school started. and mon left for the uk after i left. you are the one who knows my taste best. the one who knows that givenchy is looooove. and how we swear never to carry a peekaboo because fendi is sooooooo ew. does anything lasts? coffee cools. cigarette ends and music stops. i know i know, its so difficult. be strong, time heals all. we will go shopping when i get home. LUV YA (like you say all the time)
you will always be my girlie.

hello,

i woke up with no bbm but a wish from lexmond. i burnt my tongue drinking meds for my flu. i went to class and i had fricking cramps. not kidding i was about to die. because of that i didnt manage to stay till school was done. and on top of that i have to study for an exam tomorrow at 7pm. WHO HAS AN EXAM AT 7PM ON A FRIDAY REALLY

stupid valentines  

i mean even giovanni knew before me that my period was gonna come because he said i was mean

he also wrote ilych

mommy sent me my fav snacks.....hello to fatty 

and i ate brinjal for dindin

okay maybe its not too bad afterall so 

i'll say it

happy valentines 

lady dior in pink

or celine micro in red

want my pineapple tarts :(:(

bye

happy chinese new year & may god bless you all

also happy3 :):)

valentines lonelies

really nothings really private anymore

when was the last time i went for confession?

i dont care

these are different sentences for different people i have been patient about 

when am i ever not patient?

thats like my fucking virtue

-manners bitch
-rmb what u say bcos u contradict a fuckload
-do u even hear urself
-sorry pity u
-dont be jealous
-damn step
-best part is being fair,u even hv monolids

peace

bali for birthday <3

mama sent me pics of our new home.. or rather house i should say. i was nervous. like, this of your most nervous and multiply it 3.14 times. because i am tired of moving places and me being me though, i managed to convince them! we were living with popo & gong gong at Seletar Hills and that was near St Francis where i went for pre school. its private and elite and the entire family goes there. its tradition. mama and papa were never home. papa was in Hong Kong, i see him once a month, mama was always attending jewelry showcases or charity balls. somehow idk but Jon and Wil was with me a lot. they never played Barbie or Sailormoon with me, the only thing that they liked was my massive collection of Papo horses and knights. so there were the grandparents, 5 children (including jiejie Kim and korkor Chris), 5 nannies & 2 maids. but popo's house is a bungalow so we really loved it. we had an enormous swimming pool, theatre and trampoline. a gym but who cares because i had a Barbie car. before papa moved to Singapore, we moved in Hong Kong - Happy Valley to Victoria Peak. i was literally bawling my eyes out (everytime we moved as a matter of fact) even our ChowChow had to move from HK to SG. papa got a dual citizenship and he moved to Singapore. then just the 3 of us we moved to Dalveys. and everything changed. like i even transferred schools from Singapore American School to St Nicks. then we moved two more times. and im here. 
i love my home